I know my fault

In this rainy night, resting in ur arms

Was always i wised for.

In this rainy night, resting on the window rails

is what my fate

Within the fairy land i ever dreamt of

 no in the reality of this rainy night

in this rainy night, like each drop resting

on the mud

and dissolve into like it had lived for it

how shall I sing their melody, for

their soul is dancing with ecstasy

what about the drops on my cheeks

which are humming the song of my soul

what is it squeezing my stomach

and holding my breath for longer

each breathe spreading the heat within

deep in my heart burning cold!

the branches of the tree happily smiling

with the rain pouring on them

clean up the dust on its leaves

and the black clouds forming different shapes

like the sky was an artist painting his feelings.

I under tis roof jotting down my feelings

painting, singing and dancing in my heart.

Looking For Your Face

From the beginning of my life
I have been looking for your face
but today I have seen it

Today I have seen
the charm, the beauty,
the unfathomable grace
of the face
that I was looking for

Today I have found you
and those who laughed
and scorned me yesterday
are sorry that they were not looking
as I did

I am bewildered by the magnificence
of your beauty
and wish to see you
with a hundred eyes

My heart has burned with passion
and has searched forever
for this wondrous beauty
that I now behold

I am ashamed
to call this love human
and afraid of God
to call it divine

Your fragrant breath
like the morning breeze
has come to the stillness of the garden
You have breathed new life into me
I have become your sunshine
and also your shadow

My soul is screaming in ecstasy
Every fiber of my being
is in love with you

Your effulgence
has lit a fire in my heart
for me
the earth and sky

My arrow of love
has arrived at the target
I am in the house of mercy
and my heart
is a place of prayer

- By Rumi

Say I am You

I am dust particles in sunlight.
I am the round sun.

To the bits of dust I say, Stay.
To the sun, Keep moving.

I am morning mist,
and the breathing of evening.
I am wind in the top of a grove,
and surf on the cliff.

Mast, rudder, helmsman, and keel,
I am also the coral reef they founder on.

I am a tree with a trained parrot in its branches.
Silence, thought, and voice.

The musical air coming through a flute,
a spark of stone, a flickering in metal.
Both candle and the moth crazy around it.
Rose, and the nightingale lost in the fragrance.

I am all orders of being, the circling galaxy,
the evolutionary intelligence, the lift, and the falling away.

What is, and what isn't.

You who know, Jelaluddin,
You the one in all, say who I am.
Say I am you. 

- by Rumi

I Know

I know I don’t deserve it, I know I am not designed for it

I know I am happy now, I know this is all gonna end

Deep in my heart, I feel you are the one

But it’s afraid I will lose you

Coz relationships in life are meant to hurt

Coz people are just to live with at the present and not forever.

Coz life is to move on, everyone had to depart

Coz priorities matter in the stretch of life, not my love

We are gonna say good bye one day which I never want to say

I can feel your urge by the way you stare

I can’t really stair back coz, I am not the one for you.

I can feel your touch, care and affection, I am afraid I mistook it for friendship

I can’t take it coz I know I am not the one for your obsession.

I can’t dare again coz have no energy to face it again…