No Mercy

neither forgive you nor forget
for all the thorns you have sowed in my garden
i walk on it every minute
And for a long time you have loved my pain

absorbing each and every prick have I
strived to nourish them with all I have
smiling each and every time have I
captured the moments with all I have

for all my existence I have loved pain 
cherishing every part of it and thrusting myself
for all my patience I have gained vain
hurting in every part and strengthening myself